No-More-Suffocation

Is it wrong to blame the way I act on the people who I hang out with? It's not that it's really their fault - it's a common flaw between us all... I actually don't see what is wrong with it.. To a certain extent, of course. I mean, a lot of people complain about the actions of others... I wasn't trying to be rude.. It's just that you're close to me so I want to feel comfortable telling you how I feel about people. And really? That kid is a total jerk. Why is it my wrong doing if I say he's mean....? He is! Why would you hook up a friend with a person like that... You're not seeing things from my point of view.. I try to see them from

I'm sorry I'm such a prude and that I care whether you smoke or not. I'm sorry I'm not some dumb slut like those other girls. I'm sorry I'm uptight. I'm sorry for caring about you and your health. I'm sorry every little stupid thing I say makes you feel like shit. Maybe I should back off like you told me to. I'm sorry you only notice how it all makes me feel after I'm the one that's feeling god/awful...

You know when you start thinking about past things and then you get in a weird mood... Then you bring up some stuff with the person you're talking to and they feel weird and "thoughtful" too... Then they decide they have to go and you ask why and they say they just do so you feel like you did something wrong and you don't want them to go... Yeah, I have that.